Asshole Week

1. I've managed to only raise my voice at one person this week (and it was a stranger)
   
2. I'm hoping to get more than 5 hours of sleep. Which would most likely help my current state of crankiness
3. It's hard to know what is the right choice
4. I've also managed not to say those gut punching comments swimming in my head. We'll see how long that lasts
5. I listened to A Strange Arrangement today and I could relate to what he was singing about
6. Volcanic Sunlight (you can check this off my to do list SW) was also played today. I enjoyed it a lot more than his previous albums
   

The Whole Truth

• I don't know how to make things better
• Words are just that until you back them up with action
• The pills and alcohol combo is a constant voice in my head. It's not as loud, but it's still there
• I have moments of joy but they need to be more consistent
• I'm giving less. Why get mad and stressed when things remain the same
• I feel that I should be more upbeat
• Most of the time I just lie or I'm not even sure how to respond when I'm asked "how are you". Simple question not so simple answer
• I feel tired and older way beyond my years
• Tomorrow is Friday. Yay!!!!
  

Jill Scott - "Hear My Call" (Official Video)