The Whole Truth

• I don't know how to make things better
• Words are just that until you back them up with action
• The pills and alcohol combo is a constant voice in my head. It's not as loud, but it's still there
• I have moments of joy but they need to be more consistent
• I'm giving less. Why get mad and stressed when things remain the same
• I feel that I should be more upbeat
• Most of the time I just lie or I'm not even sure how to respond when I'm asked "how are you". Simple question not so simple answer
• I feel tired and older way beyond my years
• Tomorrow is Friday. Yay!!!!