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I woke up today thinking, why do I even bother. I'm almost 31, and I'm down to my last pennies. I opened my mail and my EI t4 slip says when I do my taxes that I will have to repay some of the money back. Which I think is bullshit, since I have contributed to EI since I was 18. So really I like to look at it as I was just using the money I've been "saving" since I was 18.

I feel as if life is this leash around my neck, and every time I try to step outside my box, I get whiplash. I have this appointment which I am trying hard to not freak or stress about. But in the back of my mind I think if things come back as the worse possible positive, you are fucked. I love LOL, LMAO, and smiley faces. You can try to hide behind them, without totally looking like a dumb ass.

If I had orange juice I would be on my third screwdriver by now.