Thank You
One more day then I'm off for a week. I can't wait to sit on my couch and do nothing. I just want to sleep, read, and sleep some more. Throw in some cuddling too.
Yesterday I was reminded of one of my flaws. I don't always talk when I need to, and I don't always ask for help when needed. I have the resources there but I don't use them. I really need to work on that. I'm lucky to have such caring people in my life. And to those who are making more of an effort, I have noticed and it is greatly appreciated.
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I woke up today thinking, why do I even bother. I'm almost 31, and I'm down to my last pennies. I opened my mail and my EI t4 slip says when I do my taxes that I will have to repay some of the money back. Which I think is bullshit, since I have contributed to EI since I was 18. So really I like to look at it as I was just using the money I've been "saving" since I was 18.
I feel as if life is this leash around my neck, and every time I try to step outside my box, I get whiplash. I have this appointment which I am trying hard to not freak or stress about. But in the back of my mind I think if things come back as the worse possible positive, you are fucked. I love LOL, LMAO, and smiley faces. You can try to hide behind them, without totally looking like a dumb ass.
If I had orange juice I would be on my third screwdriver by now.
I ♥ You
Things that make a great weekend:
- Dr. Seuss
- Vodka
- my girl SW
- kisses that take my breathe away
Tomorrow is V Day. Whether or not you think it's a bunch of crap, stop and tell those you care about I love you or do something nice/special. And take a hard look at those in your life. They may not always be there.
Say Cheese!
1) This is reason #568 why I never bought Boots a bed. Apparently chillin in the tub is fine with him.
2) Putting the phone in the charger upside down, is a good indication that you need some sleep. Especially when you only notice after you try to make a call and wonder why the battery is dead.
