Jam Rock

Have you been watching the Olympics? I really haven't been watching it. Maybe a couple of minuted here and there. I know Canada has won I think 7 medals, and that Michael Phelps is some kind of freak with is 8 medals. This guy is double jointed, and has a larger than normal lung capacity. But I did watch the Jamaicans kick butt in the 100m. It seems fitting that Jamaica won gold for the men and a sweep for the women around the same time Jamaica celebrated it's 46th anniversary of independence.

Big up J.A. :-)

Be Kind

After reading the Boys blog yesterday I thought I should say something. I wanted to say something. I was going to call him, but then I remembered we haven't spoken in over 2 months. So I thought to myself maybe calling isn't such a good idea. Especially since I had serious doubts he would even answer the phone. Instead I sent a text. I must admit it was hard. All these feelings came bubbling up to the surface, and I started to reminisce about those times in the basement and how Jordan would be all up in our business. I wanted to ask how are you doing.

But hey, I just gotta keep an eye on the line in the sand and keep on trying to live my life and remember the good and bad times. I can't change the past, only the future.

Being an adult is not easy.

These last two weeks have gone by fast. Which I am glad for since I only have one more week and then I'm on vacation. I can't wait to get away and just relax and have fun.

Randomness:

• saw a truck load of pigs on their way to the slaughter house
• went to Bramalea, which I haven't done in years
• Jazmine Sullivan is my artist of the week
• I've started watching Two and a half Men
• MTV2 should be free
• I need to increase my income
• got a new bank account
• I could go for a hug
• going to another baby shower - I'm on a roll now
  

ZZZZZZZZZZ

I am so bored. Television sucks, and I have hit my limit for the number of movies watched in one day. I haven't talked to another person since Friday and I think I'm starting to go a little stir crazy. And I'm starting to waiver on my promise to myself. I am so weak. But other then that things are just dandy.

Random Pictures

Dreams

I had another dream last night. They are weird because, they are so vivid. It's like I'm watching a movie in slow motion. I can only remember a few things that were said, but the rest of it is clear as day. Not even my dreams will let me forget. Do I want to forget?