Sunny Days

It's almost the end of the month, and I can't wait until it's over. I will need help to make it through the next three weeks, but I know things will only get better.

I've been spending a lot of time by myself lately. For a while I didn't want to have to deal with anyone else or talk about what's going on in my life. Sometimes, the solitude helps me to get things figured out in my head. And I've learned that talking when your full of anger and hate, is not a good idea. I'm still not sure about a lot of things, or even how to deal with this conflict between my head and my heart. I can only take my time and see what lays ahead of me.

I've been itching to do something fun and out of the norm for me. Like, going to the beach, bowling, or going to a party. Why don't people have more house parties. There so much fun.

I have my savings plan all set up. My goal is to save $1,000 by the end of August. I hope I can do it; that way I can turn around and spend it.....lol