On My Mind

1) I'm afraid history will repeat it's self. There may be different players, but it may all go down the same. The question I ask myself is what will my actions be this time around.

2) I am trying to hope for the best. I'm even wishing that I end up being pleasantly surprised. But should I really think it would be different this time. It's a constant issue for me. On one hand I may be assertive, and say my wants. On the other hand it's nice to be asked. To know that it wasn't me and my nagging that made the chill happen. Sometimes I just want to know that I am missed and special enough to have a spot in the starting line up.

3) Will this week be better then last week.

4) I am in desperate need of a cuddle fix and back rub.