Did You Miss Me?

Wow, I didn't' realize that it has been so long since I've blogged. I've just been busy with life. Last month I celebrated my birthday, went on vacation, went camping, and basically had a good time. So far this month has been stressful. Work is like the devil and is trying to suck the life out of me. Work is sort of like high school at times. The nerds who do all the work get shitted on while the cool kids get special treatment and can do whatever they want. I've been thinking about getting another job, or rather a new job. My days of working two jobs is long over. At first I was thinking I would wait until I get my bonus which is calculated up until February and then they send out the cheques I think in May. Before this week I thought I could wait that long, but now I don't know anymore. Personally I think I'm a little too young to hate work as much as I do now. Right now I'm just trying to figure out what I want to do. I know I want to change something but the question is what and when.

I went to KB's house for dinner this past Tuesday. It had been a long time since we just hanged out and talked. I had a few things I wanted to talk to her about, and I'm glad that I didn't' chicken out in the end. I was worried about how she would take what I had to say and I was also worried about how I would say it. Sometimes I say things in not the best way, so I know I come off as rude whether or not I mean to. But I think it went well, and I got a great home cooked meal out of it too :-)

So me and the Boy are still continuing our saga. We had our own chat this week. I'm not sure how I feel about our talk. It did make me think about how I take or see things, and I got a better understanding of how he feels and sees things. We both feel like we are just going in a circle, but it's what do we do now is the problem. I even suggested seeking professional help, which is a big thing for me since those who know me, know that I don't talk about my feelings when I really should. So who knows what is next. But that's okay because I'm not stressing. As long as we can still talk and be friends then I just have to continue to believe things will work out as they should.

Girls night #3 is next week and I can't wait. Woo hoo!!!!