All Over The Place

I can't wait for this weekend to come already. This week has been hard so far. I feel stressed and over tired. Hopefully I will have lots of fun this weekend and get some sleep.

For some reason I feel like something might go wrong this weekend. As if some how I'll be disappointed. I don't know why I feel this way. I just do.

So the Boy and KB are in a little tiff, I guess you could call it. KB works with some of the Boy's players and she made some comments about the Boy and his..........treatment of me. This has lead the Boy to believe he is disliked and unwelcome by KB. So for my own sanity these two have to kiss and make up. They are both my fam and I just want them to like each other (not saying that they don't already) .

I was thinking the other day if I ever get married, and my future husband wants to be extremely traditional, that he would have to asks KB permission for my hand in marriage. I know a little unorthodox but, she has always shown to want the best for me.

So I'm going to be 27 in less then a week, and I'm starting to feel a little bit older. Not old people, older. But then I think that's just silly I barely look older then 22 and I sound like I'm 12.

For some odd reason I've been wanting flowers. I don't mean the ones you stick in your back yard. I mean flowers as in roses.

I think that's enough madness for one night.

Sunshine Lollipops

This week has been really good. I didn't do anything over the top this week. I just spent some time with friends, and had some good conversations. But then again it is the small things that can put a smile on your face.

What made you smile today?

Birthday Wish

Okay, so after being asked what I wanted and thinking it over I now know what I would like. Before we get to the good part I would just like to say that the things on my list are not necessarily what I want for my birthday but in some instances what I would like in general, or what I would like before I'm old and gray. But most importantly if I can have all of my loved ones remember my special day and just wish me a Happy Birthday then that would be better than any tangible gift I could ever receive. So without any further ado...............

1. Bed sheet (Queen size)
2. Slippers(since all my friends say the ones I have are hideous. Thanks guys...lol)
3. Underwear/Bras
4. Summer tops for work
5. Shoes(to go walking in)
6. Engagement/Promise Ring(which is messed up I know since I'm not seeing anyone.But hey it's my birthday list and I can ask for whatever I want. So there :-)
7. Season One of The Wire
8. Season Three of Rescue me
9. Scale
10. Entertainment Unit (to hold my books and a stereo)
11. A Fake Owl(to scare away those dirty fuckers)
12. Rice Cooker
13. A Standing(pedestal) Fan(this way it can circulate the cool air from my A/C into my bedroom)

Oh and for those that don't know my birthday is July 2nd.

Top Of The Morning To You

What do you do when the one thing that makes you happy is right in front of you but you can't have?

Have a good day people!!!