Madness @ Work Pt.II

What is it about me that people feel the need to nag and pick on me. Is there a sign on my fore head that I can't see that reads feel free to bother while trying to work. I mean damn sometimes I just wanna tell a person to piss off. If I ignore you and you even say oh your ignoring me shouldn't that give you a hint to leave me alone. Apparently this does not apply to the people I work with. I didn't like being teased as a child and I sure as hell don't like it as an adult. Sometimes I just wanna go to work, do my stuff and leave. You know actually work, while at work. I know what a foreign concept, right. And another thing why must some people look me over and see what I am doing or eating. This just irks me to no end. Why look me over and not say anything. Are you interested in where I got my top, or do I have a friggin booger hanging from my nose. Sometimes I just wish people would leave me alone. If I wanted to be nagged on and nick picked about everything I do I could just move back home for that.
Is it Friday yet?

Madness @ Work

Work
Sometimes I think to myself why am I working here. Is this a place that I want to be working for until I retire. I guess I'm like everyone else sometimes I like work, and sometimes I don't. It's really slow at my work so they have started to let people go. This all came to a surprise for everyone. More surprising is that they don't go by seniority. Apparently seniority only matters for vacation time and such things. They let go of the people who they believe are not the right type(personality/character wise) to be a part of the company. Personally I think that is a lot of crap. If that was truly the case there are a few people who sit around and don't do jack shit and there still working there. What is it that makes some people get away with things while those who do work get, the short end of the stick. I just continue to go to work and do my job and hope that is enough.

Life
I am the worst at saving money. I'm a little bit better financially, but still wondering where all my money goes. Maybe I should get a journal and see where I over spend. It's the end of the month so that means paying the rent. Based on my rough calculations I think I am about $20 short. Not bad , but also not good.

I wish that the landlord doesn't cash my rent cheque until the first of March.

Hotel Weekend

So as promised I will tell you all about my mystery weekend. I had been thinking about renting a hotel for a weekend for about the last month. So last weekend I surprised the Boy with the hotel room. I didn't tell him anything except that I would meet him downtown and to bring clothes for the weekend. The look on his face when I brought him up to the room was classic.

Friday night we went to The Purple Pig. Saturday we went to Phil's BBQ. Phil's BBQ has the best ribs EVER. I recommend everyone making a trip downtown and trying them. Me and the Boy have already made plans to go back there.

This was a great weekend. It was fun, relaxing, and nice to spend quality time with the Boy. It's something we should do again sometime.
The best part was seeing him happy and relaxed and waking up next to him.

Happy Valentine's Day

Happy Valentine's Day everyone. I hope everyone got to talk to there special person today.

Wish List Pt.II

1. I wish that everything goes as they should next weekend (sorry can't tell you what those plans are yet)
2. I wish that Aunt Flo doesn't visit until after the 19th of this month(I know, a little too much information but it's my blog so I can write what I want)
   

Wish List

1. That I wasn't so lazy and made an attempt at doing even a little bit of exercise.(my goal is to start off with a exercise video)
   
2. That I had a maid.(I don't hate cleaning, I'm just not really big on doing it)
3. That I could go a whole month of eating healthy more than eating fast food.
4. That I could take a vacation. (preferable where there is sand and a beautiful ocean, which I wouldn't go in since my black ass can't swim)
5. To have a little romance.(Yes even I would like to be wined and dined and cuddled)
6. That I had more people to talk to.
7. That I could win the lotto.(I guess I would have to actually play for that to happen)

Breakups

My friend, my neighbour has moved out of the apartment she has shared with her boyfriend of almost 2 years. She has moved out numerous times these last few months. Sometimes it was her choice, like this last time. But more often then not it was him kicking her out and breaking up with her. This has got me thinking about breakups. I have never broken up with someone before, but I have been on the receiving end. Is there such a thing as a right way of breaking up with someone? My friend, during one of her and her man's numerous breakups was told that it was over while on the phone. I think that this was very impersonal and a cowards way out. But on the other hand doing it face to face means seeing the hurt and anguish the other person may be feeling. I don't know how she keeps going back to him for more of the same bull shit. Maybe it's because she really has no where else to go except back to where she has always wanted to leave from. I went through one breakup and it effected me in so many ways. Maybe I can go through life without having being dumped ever again. And maybe I'll wake up tomorrow and be able to fly.

Change of Mind

I was orginally going to write about breakups, but I changed my mind. Maybe tomorrow I'll do it. Until then I'll leave you all with these pics.