Weekend Recap

So it's Sunday night an I am just sitting here eating a popcile and waiting for Flavour of Love 2 to come on. I decided to come on line and write about my weekend. Friday I sat around and tried to tell my neighbour that going out would just end up to no good for her. Which in the end it was but you can't stop people from making mistakes they can only do that for themselves. Yesterday was interesting. The original plan was to stay at home and hang with the Boy, but he asked if I wanted to go to a birthday/mini engagement party for one of his friends sister. I think he's even friends with the girl, but I'm not sure. Any who, the interesting part was that I agreed to go. The Boy gave me ample opportunity to stay home but I said naw let's go. Honestly at first I was like why did I say I would go. My interaction with his friends has always been few and not always the greatest of times. But yesterday after I realized that I was not making a real effort to have fun and to stop just sitting there looking at the wall that it wasn't half bad being there. Now don't misunderstand me, I don't see me and his friends being bussom buddies, far from it but I will try to make more of an effort to have a good time while with them (if I ever get invited to another one of there parties is up in the air). In the end I'm willing to make more of an effort.

Should I have all this???

Crapster

So yep I am still feeling down. Personally I think it's a combination of things. The constant darkness, the nut crackers at work, and not sleeping well all week. Thankfully tomorrow is Friday so I'll have the weekend to relax and chill out. This had just been a crappy week. Even talking to the Boy has seemed........off this week.

Gotta go folks. Oprah is coming on soon. Have a good night y'all.

Just One of Those Day That a Girl Goes Through

It's been a while. The main reason that I haven't written anything is because, I just haven't felt like coming on the computer. I have either been watching movies or hanging out with someone.

Today wasn't the greatest day. I really felt like staying home. I'm not sick. Just a little tickle in my throat. All day I was very quite. I really didn't talk until I was about to leave for the day. I guess I'm just in a little funk.

I wish the Boy was here to give me a hug.

One Year Later

So I've haven't fully thought out all I've wanted to say. Me head has been hurting lately, but I think that just has to do with the noisy office I work in. I come home and just sit and suck up the silence. I think I may even buy some tylenol to have on hand. Having a headache is a rare thing for me. This working five days a week is putting a damper on my sitting around and being a bum at home. Things are getting busy at work. I sit there and try not to let it all ruin my day. But there times when I just wanna say can you please be quite, there is no need to talk loudly or slam down the phone. We need a better screen system, because the people they let work there is just getting out of hand. Like the chick who sits besides me and spends, hmmmmm let's say a good 75-80% of her day talking to who ever comes by, checking her cell phone, or making personal phone calls. We all see what's going on, but nothing will change since our boss has no balls and only does anything when he get tired of one us bitching to him. No one wants to be a nag, but that seems to be the only way to get through to him. I wonder if someone will just get fed up with her long ass phone calls and just say something. That's what happened last time when one lady wasn't answering the phone and going out early to get there lunch so they wouldn't have to waste there lunch time doing it. Basically I work with a bunch of nut crackers.

This past weekend made a year of me being single. It's weird when I think about it. I mean look where me and the Boy are now. Were sort of talking I guess you could say. Honestly I don't know what to call us. Were more in limbo than anything. Not that it bothers me, because I'm having fun and I'm happy. As long as were on the same page than, it's all good. If were weren't then I would have some problems. But for now were are just doing our thing. Who would have thought after everything that has happen with us this past year we would be at this point. It just goes to show you that you never know what will happen.

It's his birthday next week so feel free to give me any sort of suggestions or ideas on what to get him, because he is no help at all. At this point I think I may get him a card, give him a quick peek at the tities and call it a day.