Who Knows

Sometimes I wonder why I can't be more together like other people. Why must I do things that are not right and only makes things harder for myself. It's so easy at times for me to loose my way. I know what I want in the end. But it's my journey getting there that seems to be the problem. I'm a big girl now and I have to take responsibility for my actions. If I don't get what I want, then I only have myself to blame.

Who knows, maybe my top wish will come true this year. But then again maybe it won't.