Damn Is It Cold

How shall I say this................going to work today FUCKING SUCKED ASS!!! In case you didn't get that the first time let me say it again, going to work today FUCKING SUCKED ASS!!!
My alarm went off at 7:15 and I thought to myself, that's weird why is the alarm on for. Then it dawned on me that I worked today. But then I thought oh my clock is fast so I still have some time to sleep before I really have get up. Everything okay so far right? Wrong. Since I moved I actually did set my clock to the correct time, so when I finally dragged myself out of bed at 7:30, it really was 7:30 and not 7:15 as it would have been before my move. I managed to have a shower, get dressed, make my lunch, and accept the fact that I would more than likely be late since I didn't leave my house until 7:55. By the way I start work at 8:30 and I take the bus. Time was definitely not on my side this morning. But somehow I managed to be on time for work. At first I thought this was a good thing. But then as the day progressed and dragged slower, and slower along, I wished that I had been late. At least that way I would have had a shorter day. Hardly no one called and the other businesses on our block were closed. All day I kept thinking to myself, why am I here. I am just staring at the clock, trying to will the time to miraculously say 5. I have two more days to go before this week is done, and I may just have to fake an injury to get out of working these two days. Today was just long, and kept dragging on. I did do some work today, but that still doesn't explain why as I write this why I am fighting the urge to go and take a nap. All I have been doing since this past Thursday is sleeping whenever I got the chance.

I wish I had some hot chocolate right now. I am freezing in here. I have on a sweater, socks (which I can't stand to wear), and both my heaters going in the living room.

Gots to go folks, it's time for black cake and some milk. mmm mmm good.

Happy Holidays

What a busy weekend I had. I started moving on Friday......well not actually moving since I didn't move a whole lot of stuff. But to me it was a lot considering whenever I move, I usually wait until the day I am moving to start packing. Terrible strategy I know, but hey that's part of my charm :) Today I finally got all of my stuff moved to my new apartment. I even started to organize my stuff. I can even walk on the carpet, and not worry about something stabbing me in my foot. Saturday The Boy came over and helped me move. He was amazing, and is so strong. He didn't once complain about having to help me move yet again. But he did say the next time he helps me move it better be in 5 years. I feel good about this move. A fresh apartment for the new year.

Sunday I went with KB and her family to see the movie The Holiday, and then to dinner. The movie was alright, not something I would normally see. Yesterday I went to her house for dinner. I have always liked her moms cooking. It's tasty and she always makes sure you have a choice of vegetables and fruits. Even thought I am not family they always make me feel welcome in there home. I'm thankful that they let me share another Christmas with them.

Today I exchanged gifts with The Boy. I'm glad he liked the gifts I got him. It's always nice to see a smile on his face. More importantly it was nice to spend time with him. Just being together and him laughing at something I've said. He just left here, and I already wish he was still here with me.

Tomorrow is back to work. Boooooooo. At least it will be the weekend and then New Years in a few days.

What are your plan for New Year's?

Let me know how you like The Break Up Mr.J Hunt......ha ha

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Life has been okay lately. I started my Christmas shopping on Saturday. You may be thinking isn't that kind of late. But really it's not. I have a couple of people to buy for and I can do that in a day or two. As long as I don't loose my list of things to buy, I'll be okay.

I start moving into my new apartment on Friday. I'm looking forward to it. This is one time that I am actually looking forward to change. I can't wait.

At Least My Internet Is Fixed

I think my head has officially removed itself from my ass.

Sick

Two posts in one day. This is a little different.

I have now come to the conclusion that I am a big baby when I have a cold. Imagine if you could get someone to come and take care of you when your sick. That would be awesome. I wonder if Molly Maid provides any services besides just cleaning.

Who Knows

Sometimes I wonder why I can't be more together like other people. Why must I do things that are not right and only makes things harder for myself. It's so easy at times for me to loose my way. I know what I want in the end. But it's my journey getting there that seems to be the problem. I'm a big girl now and I have to take responsibility for my actions. If I don't get what I want, then I only have myself to blame.

Who knows, maybe my top wish will come true this year. But then again maybe it won't.

Money Problems

Some how I didn't give enough post dated cheques for my rent. The cheque I dated for November 30th is actually for the month of December. So now I have to come up with another months rent to cover last month and still have money for my cheque dated December 31st. That's two rent cheques coming out this month. Does anyone else see a problem. Some how I need to "find" some extra money before this Wednesday.

I am soooo screwed.