Life Is Good
Things are pretty good in my little world. I'm not as broke as usual and I have food in my fridge. For me that's a big accomplishment. I went yesterday to look for a new bed. I've decided to get a queen size bed. It will be nice to have a real bed to sleep on again. Next on my things to buy is a t.v. The one I have is on it's last leg. I think I might get a 27". I'll have to do a little shopping around, before making my final purchase. I seem to be in a shopping mood lately. These last couple of weekends I have spent time at the mall. It's great to buy things. I think I'm becoming a shopaholic. That's all for now folks.
I Work Hard For My Money
Congratulations are in order. You are now looking at a girl who has gotten a raise. I can't wait to get my next cheque and see that extra amount. It comes at a good time also. I got my card today for my benefits. So now all I have to do is find a dentist, and start using my card. My insurance agent called today and told me I have been approved. Along with that is knowing I don't have any medical problems. Part of the application was checking my blood pressure, heart rate, and pissing in a cup to make sure I didn't have any diseases that even I wasn't aware of. They even check you for HIV. Insurance companies don't mess around.
It's only Monday but I hope the rest of the week goes smoothly.
I Wonder Who Wrote the Book on Love
Do you ever wonder why can't life be simple? It always seems that something happens that throws life a curve ball. Now don't get me wrong I like my life. I've come a long way to become the person I am today. I have my own place, a full time job, my health and people that I can count on. Not everyone can say they have those things. I wonder if certain things happen for a reason. Things that make you stop and think about your life. For me it's usually something that someone says to me that triggers a thought in my head. For example how I don't like to talk about the things that are bothering. Which is probably why I always run away from any sort of conflict. I always let things go on the outside but on the inside I hold on to it until it starts to grow like a cancerous tumor. But that's just part of my make up. It's what makes me, me. Right now I'm trying to wrap my head around me and the Boy's unique relationship. I've sort of avoided thinking too hard about it at times. I'm just trying to take it all one day at a time. Sure we want to be together but, like he said we are in two different spots right now. For me I've always known what I've wanted, while I think with him he's still trying to figure out how to have what he wants and still be happy and not hurt anyone at the same time. We cannot erase the past and all that happen, but maybe if we are lucky we can make a future together. For now I will continue to think things through and ask those questions that I have yet to ask. Enjoy the rest of your Sunday people, all this thinking has made my head hurt.
Happy Thanksgiving
Today is a day of thanks. We stop our hectic lives and get together with those that we care about. We eat, drink, and laugh until were about to burst at the seams. So thanks to my friends that keep me laughing, my belly full, and are always there for me.
This & That
I got back on Sunday from my trip to Ottawa. I had a great time. It was nice to just get away from everything, relax and just enjoy myself. KB was nice enough to let me invade her personal space for a whole week. I always have fun with her. She's the reason I have been looking locally to get a sushi fix. Mmmmmm so good. I also went to Kingston and got to see where J.Hunt lives. Kingston seems like a nice quite city. On Thursday I came home to find out that the lady upstairs had left her water running which resulted in my bedroom having a mini flood. I went and talked to the landlord and I was just in shock. I can understand how someone can walk away from a running tap but what I can't understand is that the lady forgot it so long that it ruined not only my apartment but it started to effect the apartment blow me and beside me. I was so upset and stressed that I didn't know what to do. I was so upset that when I called The Boy for help that I was crying. I'm not one to cry, and especially in front of other people, so you can imagine how upset I was. I went and stayed at his house for the night, and I am thankful that him and his family will always be there for me. His mom even sent me off to work the next day with some food. Right now I'm just trying to avoid looking at my room and continue to talk with the owner of my building because someone will have to buy me a new bed. I can't keep living out of my living room. I'm paying for a one bedroom not a bachelor.
