Rings

Today's topic is about rings. Is it normal for girls to go and look at engagement rings?Even if they may not have someone to buy them one? Me and KB went and looked at rings the other day. I was looking at promise rings, while KB saw all that bling bling of the engagement rings and got all excited. It was fun looking at all the different types of rings, the cuts, colour of gold, and the setting. The lady was very friendly and helpful. I now have a better understanding of how much rings cost. Honestly, who knew that a guy could go broke buying a ring, and then on top of that the wedding band. Some of these rings were going for $4,500 and up. And that was in Peoples. Imagine if a guy had to shop at somewhere like Tiffany's. A guy would have to sell some body parts or start saving from when he's 10 to have enough money. For me personally, I would like something nice (obviously), but nothing that is enormous. It's just not me. But then again that girl that's deep inside of me may come out and I may wanna give j.lo a run for the biggest ring. Just kidding. Maybe :)

***BREAKING NEWS***

As of this past Saturday I no longer work at apples & peaches. That's right folks I am free. Free at last.

The Boy

As some of you might know that me and the Boy have had a turbulent post break up year. I can't believe I've been single for almost a year now. I still find it weird and hesitate when people ask if I am single. Sometimes I feel like I'll never truly let go of the past. I've tried not talking to him and just taking time to figure things out. Taking time to accept our new "friendship". All of this made me push him away. To put back up that wall, you could say. After two months of not seeing each other we finally decided to get together. It was nice seeing him again and chilling at my place, just watching t.v. and acting a fool. I've missed that. I hope we can have more fun times.

It's still hard to find time to hang out. He has his life, and I have mine now. I'm trying to go with the flow, but I still think about what happen last time. The love triangle between me, him, and the crazy chick. The problem with that was I was unaware I was in a triangle. I may not bring it up, but it still hurts. It still burns me. No one likes to be lied to there face. Or feel like they have been used. I put my feelings aside to help him. To listen to him talk about crazy girl. Sometimes I wonder why, I did that. I feel like, I'm nice and try to be considerate of his feelings, but the next person who will shit on him. Gets treated better than me. They get more of an effort out of him to fix things. To make things better. While I sit at home and wonder how I've gotten to this place, where I think I'll never get married and have 2.5 kids. But then again reality and perception are two different things. Is it not??

To my faithful readers, write a damn comment. Would it kill ya to. Huh????

Ummm Yeah

I've been meaning to blog these last couple of days, but I seem to get pulled away from the computer, or when I do sit down I don't know what to write about. Even now I don't know where to begin. Everything is going okay. I'm having fun, enjoying life. I'm going to visit KB at the end of the month. I can't wait. I even started my count down. My boss said that it was okay for me to go this time, but in the future I should avoid taking vacation at the end of the month. Frankly I don't give a damn, he can kiss my big black ass. All I know is that I won't be at work for a whole week. A whole week away from the plantation.

My neighbour has something to say: Hi everybody! I am Mo' s neighbour yes I am. Not really sure what to write as I am being put on the spot, lol. Yeah so I am Native did she tell ya'll that actually I prefer to be called First Nation. I am Ojibwe and I am very cute yep that how they make em back home cute, I am from a big family cause you know it's cold up north all we do is make babies not much else to do there, Gotta keep eachother warm, lol.