Post Game Update

I don't know how I feel about it yet. Was it really a good idea? At least I didn't ask the questions I wanted to ask. I figured I may not want to hear the answer, and it would just seem like I'm groveling. I think yesterday really showed how I am not top of the list in priorities. There is no grand effort to drop everything and talk to me. I wanna talk but I end up getting zzzzzzz instead. I would like some help this weekend but, I know I would just get the same party line. But hey I'm not special anymore and that really hurts me.