Tuesday, April 11, 2006

You Got the White Stuff Baby

Life has been a little bit better. I've actually mustered up some energy and did my dishes. Now if only I could clean the rest of my place. I've been feeling really down for a while now. It wasn't anything in particular making me feel this way, it was a number of things. I'm still working on becoming a better person. A better friend. Trying to let all the hate and anger go, which will allow more Fridays to happen.

Easter is coming and I've decided to go to church. For whatever reason I've been wanting to go. Maybe I think it will help me some how. I'm a little scared though. I haven't been to church in a very long time, and new situations always make me nervous. As for the rest of my plans, I'm just hoping I don't feel too lonely. Do holidays ever get easier to deal with?

I went over of U.J.'s house Saturday and I ended up in a situation I never thought I would end up in. I know people make there own choices, but can I really ask that he behave a certain way, if I am to continue to come over.

Shout Outs
KB: I can't wait for you to come home. I'm actually counting the days. We should go to the bar Saturday night. Good luck on your exams. Here's a little food for thought. How can someone call themselves your friend when they pressure you to do something that is wrong???

The Boy: Try not to fix everyone else's problems and neglect yourself. As for the job situation, we don't always get what we want, but there's nothing wrong with hoping for the best. You'll find that one job that you will love and make you smile when you talk about it. Thanks for coming over Friday and being concerned about me. It's nice to know that you still care. 1-4-3


I think, I think too much. Don't you think??

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

I was thinking the bar too...I'm glad we're on the same page. It's Jay Preet's b-day tomorrow so they're either going Friday or Saturday (steph is gonna let me know and I will let you know but we should go for sure). I don't know what to say about the Jer thing....I spoke with him and he knows that it made you uncomfortable and he said he'll do it elsewhere next time.

!K

8:47 p.m.  
Blogger Biggie said...

Sounds good to me. I haven't seen Jay in so long. I hope my comments didn't upset you. Thanks for talking to Jer for me.

8:54 p.m.  

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