Shit

Today has been really shitty. I had a terrible sleep last night. I thought today wouldn't be too bad since I had breakfast and I left my house earlier than usual. Which is a big accomplishment for me, let me tell you. But boy was I wrong. The bus driver closed the door in my face, then drove off pretending she didn't hear me knocking on the door. At this point I was thinking maybe I should have just stayed in bed. Work wasn't any better. I made a couple of mistakes while entering some data. Ask me if I cared. All I wanted to do was come home and hide underneath my covers. The moral of the story is that my day was SHIT.

Weekend Pt. 1

I had a fun weekend. It involved me leaving my house, which is a bonus. I'm tired so I'll add some details soon.

Good night all.

What a Day

For some reason I didn't feel like getting up this morning. Surprise, surprise. I always think as I peel myself from under the covers, why must I work. Not one, but two jobs. If I could get myself on a budget, then maybe I could get rid of job #2. But who am I kidding that would involve me getting a nice raise at job#1. Retirement seems so far away. I guess I'm in a little funk today. If I stop and think about things, it just makes me feel sorry for myself. Having a pity party isn't exactly how I want to spend my days or evenings. I miss having someone to hug and lay around and watch t.v. with. Who am I kidding, I miss Him. I need to get out more. Do something besides work and come home. I wonder if there's a support group for sad, and lonely 25 year olds.

Mini Vacation

Here are some pics from my trip to St. Catharine's. I had so much fun. I just forgot about everything and just focused on having a good time. We went to the bar and met some interesting guys. It was okay until naked boy showed up. That sort of put an end to the night. Thanks KB for the great weekend and the hot kiss.

I Am

Note to self: learn how to let go, and be happy again. Being pushy only brings disappointments.

Give It To Me Baby

I've been talking a lot with the Boy about friendships and how that relates to us. Us working on being friends has been very difficult. I don't know why but, for some reason we have to hit some really low points before we can get back up.
This weekend was very emotional for me. I had lunch with the Boy on Sunday. It was really nice seeing him again. It made my heart smile. The departure was horrible though and I hope it never happens again, but it forced us to talk about things. Really talk and see where the other person is coming from. It was interesting because we both have been feeling similar things but just haven't said it to each other. Things are not perfect, but being honest with each other has maybe paved an easier path for us to become friends. And it's good to know that no matter what he will always be there for me and love me. I can now proudly say I have two good friends.

On another note, can girls have wet dreams????

Head

Your brain: 80% interpersonal, 100% visual, 140% verbal, and 80% mathematical!

Congratulations on being 400% smart! Actually, on my test, everyone is. The above score breaks down what kind of thinking you most enjoy doing. A score above 100% means you use that kind of thinking more than average, and a score below 100% means you use it less. It says nothing about how good you are at any one, just how interested you are in each, relatively. A substantial difference in scores between two people means, conclusively, that they are different kinds of thinkers. Matching Summary: Each of us has different tastes. Still, I offer the following advice, which I think is obvious: Don't date someone if your interpersonal percentages differ by more than 80%. Don't be friends with someone if your verbal percentages differ by more than 100%. Don't have sex with someone if their math percentage is over 200%.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 50% on interpersonal You scored higher than 42% on visual You scored higher than 89% on verbal You scored higher than 24% on mathematical

Link: The 4-Variable IQ Test written by chriscoyne on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

Work It Girl

Where does the time go. I can't believe it's already March. I've been feeling tired lately and it's weird because the people at work having been feeling a lack of energy and tiredness also.
On my way into work today one of the guys asked me for a hug. I told him I don't give hugs. He asked is it because of his dirty shirt, or hair (it was kinda nappy), or was I worried about what other people would think. That didn't even cross my mind. All I thought was this is a silly guy and it's too early to be bothering me.
I recently watched this movie and I highly recommend NOT watching it. Pure crap. That's all I gotta say. While this movie I didn't find really funny. Did you?
I'm reading this book. So far, I'm enjoying it. The story line is interesting and some of the things they talk are thought provoking. Do you have any suggestions for my next read?