Life Sucks Ass

I've been kinda moody and cranky lately. I've become bitter about work. I'm just not feeling the job and what goes along with it. I feel like a doormat at times. I'm just basically stressed out. For my personal life I feel insecure I guess. I'm not really sure. I'm just being cautious so as not to get blind sided by anything, but then I think that's no way to act or grow in a relationship. My family life is a non stop roller coaster and I'm at the point where I just wanna say fuck it all.
How can you tell if your jealous of another person? If you don't really know the person but harbour some bitterness at the mention of there name, is that considered jealousy or norattic behaviour(God, I am the worst spelller)?

How does someone go about making new friends outside of a classroom environment? Hmmmmmm

My goal this weekend is to check out Curves. Let's see if I accomplish it.

Day Off

I took a day off yesterday. It was lovely not having to go to work. The reason I took it off was to go to the Boy's graduation. I was all excited when I saw him come out and take a seat with the other grads. He was all pimped out with his pin stripped suit and cuff links. I'm glad I went. I had a good time even though it was hot as hell yesterday. Him and his family always go out of there way to make me feel like I'm a part of the family. Which is very touching and I more than appreciate it.

Sunshine

Well, the move is over. I managed not to yell or be rude to anyone(at least I hope not). But I was beyond stressed. I'm feeling better now. A little unsure of the place I chose, but other than that I'm great. I even found an internet cafe to use, to satisfy my fix until I can get myself a computer. I'm still sorting out my feelings about living by myself and my relationship. Right now I'm just looking forward to seeing the Boy tomorrow. I went to for long ass bike ride today near Dundas West & Lansdowne( I don't know what I was thinking) but afterwards I felt good. Heart pumping, sweat dripping down my back.

Summer is here what are your plans?