Life Sucks Ass

I've been kinda moody and cranky lately. I've become bitter about work. I'm just not feeling the job and what goes along with it. I feel like a doormat at times. I'm just basically stressed out. For my personal life I feel insecure I guess. I'm not really sure. I'm just being cautious so as not to get blind sided by anything, but then I think that's no way to act or grow in a relationship. My family life is a non stop roller coaster and I'm at the point where I just wanna say fuck it all.
How can you tell if your jealous of another person? If you don't really know the person but harbour some bitterness at the mention of there name, is that considered jealousy or norattic behaviour(God, I am the worst spelller)?

How does someone go about making new friends outside of a classroom environment? Hmmmmmm

My goal this weekend is to check out Curves. Let's see if I accomplish it.