We Belong Together

So..............................a lot has happen in my life lately. I'm stressed, hurt, and alone. I don't really talk to my family anymore and the Boy is having doubts about the longevity of our relationship. I don't want to loose him and I feel at times as if I the more I say the worse it gets. Maybe the move will be a good thing. Having space and room to breathe. But on the other hand what if he enjoys life better without me there everyday? Lately I've just felt like crawling in a hole and crying. Like one of those Waiting to Exhale cries.

I'm moving at end of this month. Moving where you ask, I have no fucking idea. It's just another of a list of things that are not going right in my life. I just hope with all my heart that I'm not partying it up this summer by myself because I'm single.

*Song of the week is We Belong Together by Mariah Carey*