Weekend Smiles

This was a really good weekend. Friday night I did something I haven't done in a long time, and that's stay in, lay on the couch with the Boy and watch t.v. It was nice just to relax and enjoy his company. I also stayed awake past 9, which is a big accomplishment for me now a days. I recently bought a bike, trying to do that whole physical activity thing. Let me tell you how out of shape I am. I decided to ride around the block the other day. I was only gone for 20 minutes tops, and on the way back home my legs started to burn, I was wheezing and my ass hurt because of the damn seat. Now is all this pain worth a little physical activity , just to stay in somewhat good shape. I could reach the same goals by having sex and without the pain. Well at least the bad pain. :)

Let the good times roll

Life has been good lately on the one hand. I went to the movies and saw Sahara (I give it 2 thumbs up) and had a great meal (the pickle barrel) along with some interesting conversation. Maybe it's the change of the season, the warm weather. What ever it is I hope it continues.

Does anyone have plans for the long weekend yet?

Worries

The search for a new place is on. I have until the end of May, so if anyone has any suggestions feel fee to let me know. It's gonna be weird living on my own. No t.v., no computer. If I give up my cell phone does that mean I'm half way to being Amish? I'm worried about how things will be between me and the Boy after he goes back home. Will there be relief that he doesn't have to deal with me everyday, or a little sadness? And has living with me caused him to think that maybe I'm not that perfect girl for him, that maybe he could do better. Maybe I worry too much, or maybe it's all in my head. I'll just have to wait. When all is said and done I hope I can look back and laugh at how silly I was.