deep in thought

Sometimes when your character flaws are pointed out to you, your whole world stops and you think. Think about what that person said and whether or not you agree. And if you do agree then what? Do you come to the conclusion that your not as great/nice a person as you thought you were, and if so how do you fix/change who you are. How do you know whether or not your changing for that person or yourself. And if your only changing for that person, is that good or bad?

THE PAIN

I've just gotten in from work. Yep that's right people I was outside in the freaking cold weather. My head is killing me and it's so cold in the apartment that if it wasn't for the lack of snow in here I would think I was still outside. I woke up to one of the ultimate signs of being ghetto. My mom was using the oven to heat the apartment. Now that' s some ghetto shit.

Goals

I went home to Brampton this weekend. I feel as though I am waiting for my mom to say something to me about the whole move. I would prefer not to talk about it, especially since that is how my family has always dealt with things. I've been thinking about my goals and what I want to accomplish this year. Right now I want to start saving some money so I can buy myself a car. There's only so many more years I can handle taking the bus everywhere. Another goal of mine is to become physically achieve. I know I won't go to the gym, so I think I might take up walking. But that will require me to leave the couch so I'll keep you posted on when I get up and moving. Maybe when I take my walk I'll take some more pics with my digital camera. Maybe this will become my new hobby. Maybe I'll even take some good pics. Hmmmmm

2005

It's 2005. A new year, to start things off fresh. What are your plans for the year? Mine are to continue being happy and just living life. My new year's was great but tiring. The plan was to go to dinner up the street with the Boy, but since I worked all day I was extremely tired. We stayed in, ordered food, and watch the count down on t.v. It was also our two year anniversary. He got me one of those build your own teddy bears; and I LOVE IT. Since I like the name Giovanni, that's what the Boy named my teddy. I even call the bear Gi Gi for short. I have issues I know. But check out the pic and tell me he's not the cutest bear you've ever seen.