MERRY CHRISTMAS

I've been gone for a minute, but now I'm back. A LOT has happened in the past month. I moved out, and now live with the Boy downtown. I'm still nervous about how things will work out with us cohabitating, but so far it's been great. He has done things that have made me stop and say to myself wow he's a great man. You always hear girls saying there are no good men out there, especially black men. Well I'm proud and honored to say I share a home with one of those rare good men. (as a side: what are some good boy's names?) Being back at home for the holidays has been weird. I look around and see what's new or what's stayed the same. I didn't leave on the best of terms to say the least, but the sad part is I've never been into the whole family thing. I guess you can't miss what you never really had. Does this mean that I'm cold and heartless if I don't necessarily care whether or not I ever talk to my family again? This is gonna be a long, long weekend.