I've been up since 5:45 AM. The day went by extremely fast today. That tends to happen when your wrapping meat all day. Maybe I'll learn how to go to bed early sometime in the near future, instead of staying up past 12. I work part time but put in a 40 hour work week. Something is wrong with this picture. I feel like a change is needed in my life. Such as a full time job, having more than $20 to my name, and maybe a place to call my own or even a car; but that last one would require me to have a valid driving license so I think I'll scratch that off my list. I would also like to become more physically active(besides having sex I mean :) ]but since I only seem to have any energy or motivation to work out are during the wee hours of the night; that doesn't seem like that will be happening either. Maybe I should start off with some more realistic/reachable goals and work my way up.

It's only Tuesday and I am already thinking about the weekend. I would actually like to do something. Something being me leaving my house. I would really like to see the Boy, I would even spend the 2 hours on the bus there and back, but I feel that suggesting a Friday get together would just take us back to the whole I don't have time you know football, school, blah, blah, blah. And why must I be the one to do the suggesting. I would just feel as if we were moving backwards instead of forwards. What's a girl to do?