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Why are they needed? Is it for yourself or other people?

I started my temp job this week.  My immediate supervisor irks me on a daily basis.  The commute is draining on my body.  I don't even want to begin to think about the commute after it snows.  So far I'm not really enjoying the work.  But it's a pay cheque.  I'll get through these next two months.

I must say that my friends have been very supportive.  After my first day, they all wanted to know how my day went.  I expected to be nervous but I spent my commute chatting with My Token C (not feeling that name).  It was nice to finish my day how I began it.

Better

I should have stayed home.  Tomorrow has got to be better.

Boys Pt 2

Resentment is not something I consciously think to let go of.  I can more forward, but the past will always be there to remind me to watch out.  Sort of like the music in a scary movie right before someone gets killed.

Sometimes I believe you have to keep your thoughts, or opinions to yourself.  This helps to avoid any arguments.  Which is helpful when you know one will be coming.

Boys Boys Boys Pt 1

This week the two men I talk to the most, have both said things that has caused me to pause.  I wouldn't say I'm upset, but it has definitely given me some things to think about.  

This should be the theme song for my life.

I want a hug/snuggle

Yesterday I received kindness and today was about giving it back

I want Chinese food

I may eat pork chops when put in front of me, but I still don't plan on buying them anytime soon

This month is flying by

I dislike when people don't answer my questions, but expect them in return

How is it only Tuesday

I now know what Carrie was talking about

Shit Done Changed

It's been over a week. Still an adjustment on many levels. I've lived by myself for many years, so it is very different to come home and there be other people around.

This move, even this last month has shown me who really is there for me how amazing my friends are.


The way I feel has changed. I'm a lot less stressed.

I have shared things I thought most likely would never be spoken. And I'm fine with it.

How My Day Went

• I burnt my breast with the iron
• I'm sick again
• I have 12 days before I move but no place to move to
• Went and looked at another place
• I think I lack the skills to get to know some one better
• I feel exhausted and just want to curl up and sleep for a very long time
  
• Today is only Monday
  

The Search Is On

Why does finding a place have to be so hard?

Randomish

I went to use the bathroom at work and there was a line up. WTF?! And I don't mean there was only one person waiting, I saw 6 people squeezed up in the little bathroom. I just shook my head and thought, if I didn't know any better I would have thought I was at the mall.

I was asked this week if I swallow, I said no. Then I was asked if I let guys bust on my face. I said no, I'm not into that porn star shit (no judgement if you like a little cream pie in your face. To each is own). Buddies response was WTF. Seriously, you find that odd. Not every girl wants to reenact all the porn you've seen, since you were a teenager. No where does it say my life will be less meaningful if I don't try/do every sexual act there is.

Not, sure what I'm going to say on Wednesday or how to avoid paying this big ass bill.

Why is it when a baby is born, it is expected for you to want to see the pics and ask shit like, what's it's name, how was the delivery, etc. It's not my baby, it is not anyone in my circle's baby. So why do I got to pretend like I care beyond being glad that the baby is healthy.

I am sick, tired, and on my period which means I will snap at you in 0.5 seconds if I feel like it. Just so you know.

Guys like to offer their services to me. That's real nice of you, but you need to be this long and this thick to ride this ride. And according to the units of measure we all learned as a child, you do not measure up. So keep it moving.